Something Heavenly

For those of you that know me, know that music is such a passion of mine. I just LOVE music! I always look for some sort of meaning in music. Sometimes I feel like the words of others can express how I am feeling or what I am going through better than I can. I really like all types of music from country to golden oldies to rap to reggae to praise & worship to that new electric stuff--just about ANYTHING. Sometimes it JUST the words that really jump out at me and the music is just ok (and vice-versa) and sometimes it's a combination of both (which makes for an awesome song!).

I have actually changed the title of my blog to "Something Heavenly". Not trying to sound conceited or anything thinking that I am God's gift to this earth, but because of a song I heard recently. The song is called "Whatever You're Doing (Something Heavenly)" by Sanctus Real. It just really put into words what I have been feeling lately. So it is now the title of my blog. Here are the words in case you want to get blessed today too.... :)

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out

It's just comforting to know that although we may not know what God's up to in us or in our lives, He has a divine plan that is so much more awesome than anything we could EVER think up ourselves. It may seem like "chaos" what's going on in our lives, it may hurt like you know what, but if we can just get through whatever it is that we are going through, God has something SO much better for us on the other side. We can't see the big picture, oh but He CAN! I am living proof of that! I have been through SO much (especially when it comes to dating--those of you who know me, know what I'm talking about :)) and I never thought I would find (or deserved) someone as awesome as I have in my life at this moment. Sometimes it may take some time (years) to see why God did (or didn't) allow something, but once you realize it, it's so awesome! So if you are in that period of "waiting" for something, as hard as it may be, just use that time and spend it with God. Use it to let Him make you all that He wants you to be because He is trying to prepare you for something great......so let Him!